i`m missing the year 2006. wanna know why? that year was a blast. almost everything turned out fine. i was so happy, satisfied and loved.

my newyear's eve was scary. we had some kind of a car accident. and the following days? uh!! i dont even want to remember. almost everything changed. i mean it, almost everything.

2007, please i beg you. dont make me suffer like this. i cant take it anymore!

you took away my life!!! you made a hole in my heart! now i dont even know of i'll survive this!

i became so dependent.. and now, i have nothing.

but its up to me to make things right this year, but i dont know if i can still do it.. im so numb, depressed and confused.

behind my smiles and laughter, is a feeling no one can ever understand.
it hurts. a lot..
i feel so..... EMPTY.

2007? please get better.

WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!

why am i blaming 2007???!!!

i should blame MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!! for being such a fool!!!

make the most out of it, when it`s still there.-
i did it.. but still NOT enough :(