make the most out of it, when it's still there. <3

2007-01-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

i`m missing the year 2006. wanna know why? that year was a blast. almost everything turned out fine. i was so happy, satisfied and loved.

my newyear's eve was scary. we had some kind of a car accident. and the following days? uh!! i dont even want to remember. almost everything changed. i mean it, almost everything.

2007, please i beg you. dont make me suffer like this. i cant take it anymore!

you took away my life!!! you made a hole in my heart! now i dont even know of i'll survive this!

i became so dependent.. and now, i have nothing.

but its up to me to make things right this year, but i dont know if i can still do it.. im so numb, depressed and confused.

behind my smiles and laughter, is a feeling no one can ever understand.
it hurts. a lot..
i feel so..... EMPTY.

2007? please get better.

WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!

why am i blaming 2007???!!!

i should blame MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!! for being such a fool!!!

make the most out of it, when it`s still there.-
i did it.. but still NOT enough :(

2006-12-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

I CAN`T WAIT TIL SATURDAY BABE! :P
AFTER MONTHS OF NOT SEEING YOU, I CAN FINALLY HUG YOU! HAHA :P
Royden John H. Barretto :)

2006-12-09T16:40:00.000+08:00

last thursday night at exactly 6pm was the siksik concert! wow i was so amazed! it was a very nice concert! all the teachers were looking good. especially ma`am cindy,des and retchel! bro.rey also. haha :P and not to mention sir hope, he was great that evening. :P after the show, my classmate/sc officer/friend Jan Lim *but i call him theodore* brought us to the backstage and we greeted all the teachers. :) they were so busy in packing clothes. hehe :P after that Broden and i talked for awhile about something. hehe :p while walking towards the front gate, i couldnt help but look at the fabulous lights! so i took pics with inez. talking about vanity huh? :P we were waiting for our sundo when a red feroza car passed by and parked near us, which happens to be rj`s brother. haha :P rj often drives that car thats way it catched my attention.*sigh*
but he`s going home very very very sooon! yipee!!! :D

and we are going on 10 months this dec.11 :) and still counting. :)

oh God knows how much i miss him!!!

2006-12-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey! i think all students in lasalle are uber excited about the show,siksik! the LSA staff are going to have a concert like there`s no tomorrow. interesting,isnt it? sir Hope palang daan, bungkag na ang gym haha! guess who said that during geometry class?! haha :P
oh yea, speaking of geometry, proving is really getting confusing day by day. ugh. hafta deal with it. no choice. :/

i love this day! i really had fun. especially during chemistry and english period. :P and oh! p.e. also. it was like our free time during Mondays and wednesdays.. haha you know what i mean, matulungin :P

C.L. class. the most FUNNY class ever!
what is supernatural order?
sir, it is an order of the supernatural! - GREG MADERAL

HAHA! greg the bayot :P

i`m not going to mention all the funny things about christian living class. maybe all of you will think i`m a kanchaw girl. - half true! haha no, i`m not. but i laugh so hard though. :) ask my seatmate, inez. :P

siksik will be tomorrow najud! see you guys! :P

2006-12-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

this is how winter sleeps. isnt she adorable? oh yes, thats her good friend over there. :P

bonding time with my baby :P

2006-12-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

2006-12-05T17:25:00.000+08:00

hello. :) i want you to meet my baby, winter. :)

she`s a sleepyhead and her routine is eat-eat-sleep-eat-sleep-play-sleep-eat. hahaha :D
oink oink oink :o

2006-12-03T14:15:00.000+08:00

guys. i have SHORT HAIR. hanggang SHOULDERS. HAHA :))
wala lang.. feel like going to the salon eh.
so ayun. i look like a grade six pupil. nyahaha :))

after the salon thingy i went to western union then to the petshop! i bought a japanese spitz-pekingnese pup named winter. *by RJ* he picked the name winter because it`s december daw. oh well. :P anyway, she is soooo faaaaat! haha :p and so playful! i LOVE her! :p and rj too.. mwahmwah :o

she`s also a sleepyhead. why am i not surprised, she`s totally like rj. haha :D

oh well a very short post. i`m sorry i am extremely busy.

toodles!

2006-11-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

hi people of the world. :p yesterday was the cheerdance showdown. and all the pep squads ROCK! especially U.P. *dreamSchool* and F.E.U.! ;p all of them were sooo good! bilib talaga ako sa kanila. grabe ang galing talaga! at ang gaganda pa nang mga costumes. hmff gusto na talaga mag cheerleader. *libre mangarap* haaay nako. starting tomorrow, i will do sit-ups! haha :)) waaaaha. :P

oh yea yea.. ;p soundwaves kanina..

it was nice ;p

bwahaha wala lang..

i miss rj :p

2006-11-24T19:19:00.001+08:00

boohoo. :( my day didn`t turned out the way i expected it to be. :( inez got sick, greg can`t go out and niccole was so shy! :( i`m sooo sad. i was very excited and oh! i`m very disappointed. good thing jamie didn`t stood me up. we ate at batc then off to zoey for dessert. we we`re talking when rachel, meg, and demi arrived and joined us! weeh! fun,fun,fun! :D after we ate, we looked for outfits. for short- shopping! haha :p then Lalee and Nika arrived! wee! the more the merrier! :p after that we ate again at Lalee`s resto. haha *pigging out* yum! :p we we`re sooo full. :)

oh yea. Dad & i talked at starmart. i was crying because i missed him so much. sadly, they only gave us 15mins because they have to go. :( i hope you`ll be fine soon dad. i love you.

i think i`m going out again tomorrow. jamie`s going to make libre us. haha i`m so baboi najud! :p

2006-11-23T12:55:00.000+08:00

aww. wiggy is such a cutie! he is the dog of RJ's family :) but i gave the name wiggy. haha you know he's like a worm. he runs around the house and wiggling. haha niccole told me she thinks he's abnormal. haha poor wiggy. the abnormal doggie. haha even if he's "abnormal" according to niccole, i still find him so cute and playful. when i was at rj's house, wiggy almost licked me

in the neck. haha he is soooo cute! :) adorable!
i have a cheer..

C-U-T-E! what did a spell? WIGGY!

haha. blehh ;p anyway, tomorrow Jamie, Greg, Inez, and I are going to eat at Zoey with Niccole. [my bf's sister] hehe. i`m so excited! :)
and also, keisha will be turning 1!! yipee! happy happy birthday keisha! :)
kisses for you. :0 from ate katkat and kuya RJ. =p and we're going to see my dad tomorrow. they`re going to stop by here for breakfast before going to oroqueta. thank God. i really wanna be with him! i miss him a lot. :(

` i promise to post sumthin about it tomorrow. :]

oh yea.. RJ is so PIKON. *bow*

2006-11-23T10:58:00.000+08:00

guys, meet my tito nick, he's my dads younger bro. which happens to be my boyfriend's barkada since gradeschool. haha connections. anyway, we were in batc this photo. and it was raining then. i think. haha. :) and that's RL with us. making singit. haha he is a very good photographer. maniniyot in bisaya.=P

see? nice noh? thats our model pic with tito Nick. :p RL took the pic. he is our official photographer. haha.

he is also the one who makes us laugh every now and then. :p

hehe. OLD pic! but we really look the same here. right? he is my twin tito. haha :) agree?

2006-11-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

i miss him. a lot. :(
can someone take me
to Silliman Univ. dumaguete?
haha. yeyy. we're going on 10 months this dec.11. :) and we are going strong.
woohoo!
anyway, did you know that he's
a penguin?
:p

2006-11-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

to every girl who gossiped about me in the corner of parties, to those who were my slap in the face, to the close minded or the misunderstood. to those boys that broke my heart, & to those friends who turned into backstabbers. you all challenged me to become the person i wanted to be. im stronger because of all the stupid things you put me through. no matter how much you've done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me. so thanks

i am now bloggy. at last! anyway, the past months we're so hard for me but it was happy too. during sembreak RJ and i are just making laag everyday. haha. and now i miss him. *sigh* but december is fast approaching though! i really cannot wait! yipee! :D uhm.. oh yea my day today was fine. boring subjects at school but inez and i was talking so it became not-so-boring. haha but that was only chem time when maam cindy told us to find a pair. hehe. and i really can't stand looking at bryle. he is sooo kawawa. i mean, he fell off his motor. haha. very tanga!!haha :D he cant even write. but he still chose not to absent. GOOD STUDENT. :p enough about school.

i ate dinner at gazpachos with tito nick,te jen, joshua and daddy hermie. yipee! i was sooo full. i'm really getting heavier and heavier everyday. haha who cares?! :p tto nick's bday is on the 28th. i bought him a very cute lighter :) he said thanks and i'm so sweet daw.. haha! :D i'm so happy because i made someone happy!

i love tto nick! mwah! :)

2006-10-02T16:30:00.000+08:00

it's been ages since i updated this blog of mine.
the past days my mood wasnt bloggy.(uh?)

and today, i'm still not bloggy.
so, tata!

2006-09-26T17:19:00.000+08:00

uuh. rainy day ;/

geom is getting harder. see? i told you! ;/ i'm doomed.

ma'am juliet!!!!! ;/

=(

oh yeah! i so love this quote! im going 2 share this to you.. ;]

" women are not taken out of man's head to rule over them, nor out of his feet to be tampled upon, but at his side to be equal with him, under his arms to be protected & near his heart to be loved. "

awwww... ;]

2006-09-25T16:40:00.000+08:00

yeehaw ;] it's almost FIESTA! woohoo! that means there will be NO classes yipeee! ;] and there will be a LOT, i say a LOT of foooood! ;] and maybe, maybe rj will come home. well thats not sure though. maybe he's gonna be busy. hmf. ;[ silliman jud. well anyway, let's hope 4 the best! and expect the worst ;[
i really miss him a lot! can't wait til sembreak! aaaah!

oh yea! tmrw is the "i walk 2 skul day" hehe. lasallians will give mother earth a chance! so we're going 2 donate our 5pesos 2 d skul 4 environmental purposes instead of using it 4 jeepneys or whatever. dats why were going 2 walk! yeyy! ;] i think that'll be fun.. i guess?

jenjerengjeng!

sir hope is really getting worse uhh! i cant stand his face. eeek!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

i'm going 2 kill him. lol.

i'm going 2 speak 2 him & tell him that he's the ugliest oh i mean the most stupid guy on earth! no, not really. im just going 2 clarify some things. ;] he made me cry. and never said sorry.
that teacher! argh! ;/

bwahaa<3

2006-09-24T13:24:00.000+08:00

i just wanna say...

I LOVE RJ! Royden John Barretto! ;]

mwaaaaaah ;]

2006-09-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

2006-09-23T15:16:00.000+08:00

one boring saturday afternoon. haaay. ;o

rj & i are not texting coz he's with his sis,lola & aunt. i don't wanna disturb them so i just told him 2 text when he gets back 2 his dorm. ;]

i'm really bored. reaaally. anyway, the barbie concert is tonight. & i can't watch! hmf. because im broke and lolo doesnt have any complimentary tickets from the city government! darn! so,city councilors don't have things like that na? oh. torture. i dont believe it. last time i went 2 mymp concert and bought a vip ticket. the next thing i saw was my lolo's name on 3 chairs! see?! they reserved three sits! and when we called his office they told me there's no ticket. uggh. that was so sayang. ;[ hmf.

oh well. boredom, eat me.

RJ, i love you.

2006-09-22T21:59:00.000+08:00

C H I N S U Y : ]

2006-09-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

R A N D O M

P I C S <3

2006-09-22T16:40:00.000+08:00

today was lazy day?! uh i'm sooo tired! and i don't know why. and my head was aching lyk hell! uhh. and i almost fell asleep during our history period!goodthing my seatmate, aris called my attention! thanks! hehe.
there's actually nothing new with my day today. the usual stuffs. hmf. oh yea! the culminating activity was really not that fun. it was even less than average. nyaaha! but thanks to homerum bpalad, i was amused. ehehe!..anyway, after classes inez & i went home straight. hehe. we're good girls. uh-huh! ; )

let's wish inez Godbless & Goodluck for her swimming competition tom at mimars! ;D go ineeez!!

=)

friendster : blueberry_cheesecake14@yahoo.com

bwahaa. <3

omg. i miss RJ!! ;(

"Don't let your past dictate who you are, but let it be part of who you will become."
-My Big Fat Greek Wedding

current LSS: fist of summer by urbandub.

lalalalala...lala!

2006-09-21T16:27:00.000+08:00

the start of my day was... uuh. fast? haha lol. i was almost late! and we had our level assembly pa at the amphitheater! goodthing i just arrived on time! that was a close one. hehe.
i was going 2 make chika na unta with inez but the prayer started na. oh well.. we prayed. then the awards were given and we won 3 championships! bball girls, badminton mixed & tug of war. (dis awards was supposed to be announced last intrams. but unfortunately, there was no time na) ok we were happy. doie.
next... talumpati! weeh! i delivered it well! i was sooo satsfied wd my performance! go kaat!
>in our history period.. it was not that fun. but it was aryt..

jenjerengjeng!
the tchrs of chem & algeb were absent. weeh!sub tchrs just gave us seat works.. then after that free time! wooh we were just singing & talking about mugna. =p
geometry..... was fun?

dismissal! yeeeey!

bwahaa <3

"You are the only person that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time."
- The Hot Chick

2006-09-20T16:50:00.000+08:00

weeh! reeka, inez & i

Oakley MODELS. =p my baby!
my mom. ;] my very gorgeous mom!
uhh.. myself!

mwaah!

2006-09-20T09:59:00.000+08:00

if yesterday was the best.. last nyt and today was the worst! i never expected our relationship would come to this point. we were so happy but then, everything changed in a wink of an eye. he doesnt trust me anymore. :(
dang this really hurts. i love him so much and i cant even imagne myself without him by my side. i just cant. and i wont. i wont let things stay like this forever. i have to make a move. i must earn his trust back! i can't stand fights anymore. esp. petty ones. that's why i'll make a difference. i know i can! i just have to do things a lot better now. i'll be my best. yes, i will. i cant afford to lose my daddy/kuya/boyfriend. i really cant. he's my life. so dramatic ryt? but that's so true. and i know all of ds things are just tests, to make our relationship much stronger. im ready to face them all. because i know that our love for each other will still remain and we will never ever give up. never.

ooh. nuff said. have to sleep! im super sleepy! i just cried and cried all nyt and ddnt had the chance to have my beauty sleep. oh well. tata!

<3

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should knowAll the love we make can never be eraseAnd i promise you that you will never be replacedBaby I love you and I'll never let you goBut if I have to boy I think that you should knowAll the love we make can never be eraseAnd i promise you that you will never be replaced I love you yes i doI'll be with you as long as you want me tooUntil the end of timeFrom the day I met youI know we've be togetherAnd now I know I wanna be with you foreverI wanna marry you and i wanna have your kidsThinking never compare to feel enough to kissesI can say i'm truly happy to the sameYou've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitateThere's never been no doubt in my mindThat i'll regret ever having you by my sideBut if the day come that i'll have to let you goI think that something I should probadly let you knowWith everything that i spent with youThen i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all...

If your not willing to sound stupid, you're not worthy of falling in love.
-A Lot Like Love

2006-09-19T17:39:00.000+08:00

my day was soooo great! hehe we had our mass in the morning. so the first 2 periods were cancelled. so it means, there's no T.H.E. hehe the mass was... uuh fine=)hehe but after the mass was the TALUMPATI! aaaahh! good thing i wasnt called yet. hehe but i was ready though.. i memorized and mastered it na. hehe confident kaau. haha. my day was fun except 4 the fact that chem was suupeerr buuring! uugh! as in.. the science tricks ddnt amused me. yea it DIDNT.
anyway, after the mostBoringSubj on earth was Algeb! it was fine. my grade was good. yipee!;p
then after which was geom.. proving was quite easy. EASY PA. haha for sure it'll get harder. hihi but ma'am returned our quiz results and i was like.. omg! my grades were gooood! yeey! haha!! JENJERENGRENG!........ dismissal na! woooohoho! NO CLASS TMRW! yeeyyy!!
bwahaaa. <3

2006-09-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

doie. sir hope is sooooper INSENSITIVE! grabbeeeeh! he's acting like NOTHING's HAPPENING. doie. grabe najud that teacher ui! bantai lang jud na xa. he made me cry and he never said sorry. SEE?! C.L. pa raba! DOIE!!!!!!!

nuff said. i'm going to review pa my talumpati tmrw. GOODLUCK to moi! <3

...=)

newbie

2006-09-18T20:02:00.000+08:00

at last! i have a blog na! it's been ages since i last updated my xanga. but i decided to transfer here nlang since inez said that it's more kyut here.=)

sept. 18, 2oo6:::

bryle's bday! too bad he didnt make libre us. so kuripooot talaga! well fine. nwei, today was a very fine day! because of nezi's bloopers both of us burst out laughing. hahahaha :D